Oh lawd not again

[omorka]

Dammit. Why is it that every time I binge-watch a YouTuber (at least one whose face and mostly-unaltered voice both appear in the videos, although I can think of at least one time that wasn't necessary) whose work is interesting and who isn't a total asshole, I end up developing a crush on them? I am too godsdamned old for this crap.

At least this one isn't hysterically age-inappropriate, like some of the other ones have been. The age gap this time is, while not trivial, still less than the gap between me and the Beloved. So, you know, that's something.